farewell dear ghost



i looked out of the window
saw lightning coming through
to the place that i was living
the place that i once knew
the ghost slept next to me
and offered me protection
i never saw his face
cause he left for resurrection
please don´t go
you are all
please don´t go
you are all
the love to leave behind
the need to find the new
has always been a burden
whatever i may do
one day he disappeared
and left a note behind
stop wonder black on white
i had to loose my mind
now he´s gone farewell dear ghost
you took a piece of mine
it´s yours don´t hesitate
never come back i am fine
please don´t go
you are all
please don´t go
you are all
the love to leave behind
the need to find the new
has always been a burden
whatever i may do
please don´t go
please don´t go
please don´t go
please don´t go
you are all
you are all
3.5.07 14:50


[closer]

wo auch immer du bist,
denk an mich
 
 
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<3 
13.5.07 14:14


i felt so symbolic


 
frankreich?
 
alex!rebecca!peter!hendric!
 
 
[meiner retter, meine helden,
die denen ich danken muss]
 
 
danke für die jacke,
danke für das an-deine-schulter-anlehnen-dürfen,
danke für das dumme gelaber und die ernsthaftigkeiten,
für das tragen und zudecken und auch irgendwie für das aufwecken,
danke für das geniale lachen und die graden zähne,
die doofen witze und das gegenseitige beschimpfen,
danke für das auf-deinem-schoss-liegen-und-schlafen, 
für die genialen blicke,
danke für die wundervollen sms,
das "anmachen" und danke für die schönsten sätze,
die man aus dem mund eines männlichen wesens hören kann.
 
 
 
 
 
 
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.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
brombeerchen, engel?
engel, brombeerchen?
 
 
ihr seid die perfektion.
ich habe angst vor euch und euren gefühlen.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
["da krieg ich gänsehaut"
"naja, dann werd ich oft an dich denken und dich vermissen"] 
14.5.07 22:23


the fuckin' fray.

this is going to bring me clarity
this will take the heart right out of me

she is everything i need that i never knew i wanted
she is everything i nedd that i never knew i needed

thi is going to bring me to my knees
i just want to hold you close to me

 

let's rearrange
i wish you were a stranger i could disengage
say that we agress and then never change
soften a bit until we all just get along
but that's desregard
as you lose the argument in a cable car
hanging above as the canyon comes between

 

where did i go wrong
i lost a friend
somewhere along in the bitterness
and i would have stayed up with you all night
had i known how to save a life

 

and all at once the crowd begins to sing
sometimes the hardest thing and
the right thing are the same

maybe ou want her maybe you need her
maybe you started to compare to someone not there

 

you fall away from you past
but it's following you
you fall away

 

heaven forbid you end up
alone and don't know why
hold on tight wait for
tomorrow, you'll be alright

 


there now, steady love
so few come and don't go
will you won't you
be the one i always know
when i'm losing my control
the city spins around
you're the only one
who knows you slow it down

 

so this is where you are
and this is where i am
somewhere between
unsure and a hundred
 
 
 
theres really no way
to reach me 
 
 
 
if only i knew what i know
i'd make it a point to say so
to everyhone that got me here
and everyhone that made it
 
 
 
something is scratching
its way out
something you want
to forget about
 
 
 if i say who i know it just goes to show
you need me less than i need you
take it from me
don't give sympathy
you can trust me trust nobody
but i said you and me
we donÄt have honesty
the things we don't to speak
i'll try to get out but i never will
traffic is perfectly still
20.5.07 20:59


[12.]

theres
 
rea.ll.y
no way
 
to reach me
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
[cause 
i'm
already
gone] 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
23.5.07 15:30


wirr.warr.

schreib mir doch einfach nie, nie, nie wieder sms.
 
du bist so unglaublich riesig.
und ich wette immernoch,
dass du überall gut aussiehst.
nur, dass du's weißt! 
 
[<3]
 
blablablabla.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
"and all at once
the crowd begins to sing
somethimes the hardest thing
and the right thing
are the same"
29.5.07 16:23


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